I am feeling pretty good today.. no more sickness, thank goodness! My clothes really are getting tighter LOL that is a bad sign :)

I am so sick today YUCK! I am trying to choke down some saltine crackers... I have had a hard time eating lately it started Friday afternoon when lee and I went to lunch, I ordered food and when it came I couldn't eat one bite. Same thing happened sat night at the BBQ, and last night at dinner. As most who know me know that I am a huge eater and I just hate that I look at food and want to gag.. also the constipation is HORRIBLE :) I know I really didn't need to share that info :) Chorae bought me crackers and so far so good .. I hope it helps with the sickness.

Today has been ok. Went to lunch with Lee and ordered a bunch of food and only ate a couple bites, the waiter asked if the food was bad LOL. I have been kinda scared of getting over weight lately because I feel so gross. I understand I shouldn't feel that way its just hard to not. Tomorrow we have a BBQ at Veronica and Brandon's house this will be the first get together for me without joining in on the drinking.. Paige offered to do milk shots with me :) she has been great! I think Paige is super excited about the baby coming, she rubs my belly and does extra things to help me like tell me what I should be eating :)

This will be the baby tomorrow I will be 6 weeks :)

Last night was the worst! I felt so sick to my stomach.. BLAH I was hungry but didn't want to eat, so Lee and Paige were on there own for dinner. Lee made me a grilled ham and cheese and I gobbled it right up. Then I threw up. My face is getting alot of acne lately its weird I have never had this many zits even when I was a teen. none of my pants are fitting.. wow i sound like such a whiner :) I hope today is a little better.

Well yesterday I was at work and I had Paige with me which is normal for a Monday, because she goes to my aunts and helps watch my grandmother. So anyway at about 9:30 am I took Paige up there and on the way I got really tried and a little dizzy. So we got to Ursula's and I decided I might need to lay down, next thing I knew it was 10:30 and I wasn't feeling so hot! I called in and spent most of my day at Ursula's resting while Paige watched gma. I am trying to cut the caffeine intake I do but man if I don't WOW the headache is a killer :) so I figured I would have one cup of tea each morning to ward off the pain.. I know it is bad but I think I will wing myself slowly :) Today I feel okay for now not too tired.. a little bloated other than that I think for now I am okay.. I will probably need a nap soon.

Its Monday again and I woke up feeling pretty good. I put on an old pair of jeans and they dont fit as well as they used too. I keep wondering why I feel so fat, when the baby is the size of a little seed :) I am really tired today too, and I all I did yesterday was lounge around .. and watch t.v. Ameeka brought me some baby books that Im going to start reading. Its been a long time since I had a baby so I better refresh! I rather read books than sit in front of the computer all day reading :)

Well this weekend has been a good one so far. Its saturday night and I am watching my friends kids..The triplets and their daughter Carlee. I forgot what a handful all the kids were, but I love them dearly. Lee is a little taken away with the boys but thinks they are super funny. They keep playing this game called " hey (name) guess what".. then they wait for you to say what and they say YOUR IT it is super funny. we bought a sprinkler for the kids to run in that lasted about half hour.. then we played tag! Corbin is finally not scared of lugg. I guess when Tiffany was on the phone with me about being pregnant, Corbin asked her "mom waht are you happy about ?" and Tiff responded Amber is having a baby in her belly! and corbin responded " Oh? and what else?" too darn funny!

So we saw my grandma hancock today and told her our news.. and she was happy. Other than that I am tired and hungry .. :0