Today has been ok. Went to lunch with Lee and ordered a bunch of food and only ate a couple bites, the waiter asked if the food was bad LOL. I have been kinda scared of getting over weight lately because I feel so gross. I understand I shouldn't feel that way its just hard to not. Tomorrow we have a BBQ at Veronica and Brandon's house this will be the first get together for me without joining in on the drinking.. Paige offered to do milk shots with me :) she has been great! I think Paige is super excited about the baby coming, she rubs my belly and does extra things to help me like tell me what I should be eating :)

This will be the baby tomorrow I will be 6 weeks :)